I don't know what's happening to me but it seems like I'm confused about what I seek in a man!
Don't be fooled or astonished by this first sentence, I know pretty much what I like and dislike in a man but I'm putting emphasis on the physique here. It's actually kind of weird for us gays as there's many types of male body types. Okay you're all gonna tell me that the same goes for straight men and women which is true but I believe the differences are even greater for gay guys.
Some gay guys are super feminine and delicate and yet could almost be mistaken as girls while some gay men look even more masculine, macho and testosterone-fueled than certain straight men. I guess looks and attires don't necessarily depend on one's sexuality but on one's projection of his personality and sex appeal.
I've been pretty warmed up by cute and fully edible twinks lately. I've got to admit that I have a weakling for bedroom-eyed, brown-haired boys with full lips. These guys appear to be the most sexual and attractive guys out there. They're like the pinnacle of sex drive! I can't even try to explain why I have a certain preference for that type but it seems like God wants me to fantasize about'em!
I am willing to date all kinds of guys/men but upon pondering about the matter, I realized that dating younger and cuter-looking guys sounded a lot more promising and refreshing than dating older bastards that work full time and have no leisure nor longing and that have wrinkles and a thousand times more flaws! All of that sounds pretty harsh and rude towards them older dudes but I'm telling you: dating younger guys is something one should experience as it is very empowering and comforting to know that younger guys find you attractive and want to sleep with you.
Sometimes I guess it's all about who's got the power or the money and that's why I think younger and cuter guys are willing to date older and lesser cute guys as they're attracted by their knowledge, power and superiority of experiences and status. I find it very endearing when I see 18 y.o. or 20 y.o. pretty dudes with boyish looks wink at me or desire me! The best example I could give for these guys is Jean-Daniel Chagall of Bel Ami (the best porn company)! He symbolizes youth, pleasure, sex appeal and forbidden desire to me. Enjoy the pics and contemplate his amazing body, contagious smile and desirable awesomeness!
